22.10.11
Well, have you ever had to get through a day, smiling at people; talking, as if everything were normal and ok while all the time you felt were carrying a leaden weight of unhappiness inside you? I'm having a terrible nightmare right now and I'm too scared to get my "really-nice-dream" back. I was fine at first then tortured now :( I've just realized, its hard to forget about someone who gave you so much to remember.
