Stories

17.10.12

From up to down.

Here we go, I've ruined everything. I'm really screwed up.
Just like how the happiest form of laughing is silent, and the saddest form of crying is done silent too.
I really need someone to talk to right now..

How are you? How is it there? I feel so useless right now.
You are such a jerk sometimes. Sorry to say. I'm tired of all your excuses, don't you know that? I'm not angry or mad, I'm just really hurt and disappointed.
I know, if a person really cares about you, they wouldn't make you beg for their time and attention.
Thanks to you who told me this. Actually, they don't care about me. But still.. I'm trying to always be there for them.

Ininih kalau kata Kahitna:

Yang kau lihat senyumku, tak kau sadari pedihku
Namun hancurnya hatiku, kau tak perlu tahu

Ku harap engkau bahagia walau hatiku terluka
Akan ku simpan cerita
Kau tak perlu tahu, hanya aku yang harus tahu

Hanya aku yang harus menghadapi semua
Menyimpan rasa kecewa