Stories

8.5.13

Hello stalker,
My mood swings, from bad to good and bad again, huff i'm getting tired with all of these shitty things.
All I know is I feel.. Empty.

Why does.. The past always come back to haunt? 
Why now, just when I start feeling ok again? WHY.

I just do not have any idea why everything always reminds me of you.
I dont know how to move on, or maybe I know but I just dont want to. Its like my mind knows whats right but my heart is being retarded and still care.

Yes, even though the memories probably don't mean anything to you, and we didn't work out as we say, but I'm happy to lived it. I'm happy to have held your hand, I'm happy to have been that person with you.
You are important, even if the importance was never reflected in the duration of our story.
You will always mean something.

I knew this was going to happen. So, I'm not blaming you for falling in love with another woman, in this case you're falling in love with one of my bestfriends em I told her a lot about you and she knows every single details about us. I'm not angry, either. I should be, but I'm not. I just feel pain. A lot of pain. 
But, this is the fact that I have to face to, right?
You both, have a nice safe journey, ok?
I'm wishing she's everything you're looking for.
I hope she loves you for you.
I hope she's the right person.
I hope you won't let her go.


[words by this blog]

"But if something did happen, it happened. Whether it's right or wrong. I accept everything that happens, and that's how I became the person I am now.”